Saturn’s slowdown can be a stinky little moment for anybody. Once the retrograde actually kicks in you will adjust to the fact that healing takes time. OK so you don’t feel sparkling bright. The body doesn’t always cooperate as quickly as we wish. Be patient with yourself, for God’s sake, and get off your case. Remember that although we are all mortal, fragile beings, there’s something brilliant within that never fades or tarnishes. Bet you don’t feel that way right now, though.